08 May 2017

three golden months with you


in my whole life, i never get attach with any kind of animals or pets, although my brother kept cats at home. it happened when my friend brought him in. i first met him when he still a kitten. two months baby kitten. of course very cute to handle thou. he got fluffy fur and a pair of golden eyes. i played with him if i want to.

as time passed by, he and i had a special bond. every time  i went back from class, he ran towards my room and waited for me to open the door to come in. the weirdest thing was he came just to sleep. he slept everywhere and every time he wants. he often changed his position. sometimes he slept in my laundry bag, ten minutes later, he crawled up to my bed and slept. half an hour later, he will be on storage box.

a moment i remembered the most was, for the first time i let him slept in my bedroom since i got allergic on cats' fur. but idk why i let him at that night. when i cried because of my cracked laptop, he came to fondle. my heart touched for a second. i started to cherish myself again. i laughed. then he became annoyed again and left. hahaha. he made me stay awake at that night every hour. lol.

and few days later, my friend texted me and told that he was sick. he got virus flu for days and i dont know abt that. i went back from my classmate's room and went to see him laying on the floor. i caressed him gently but he did not opened his eyes. but suddenly at the midnight, he was gone. he left me. he left us.