01 May 2017

blue screen

my laptop was blue screen! All was B-L-U-E!
Restart - on - B-LU-E - restart - on - B-L-U-E. oh damn it! what now?
Masa tu tak ingat apa, terus call Najam since he expert in this thing. drove car to his block and asked him to check everything and....damn it! it happened! 

masa tu tak ingat apa, and i really need someone who can ask me to calm down. at that time, i texted acap and told him everything. masa tu jugak aku tak tahu malu minta dia bagi semangat, but that was i need the most at that time. just imagine, i lost everything in laptop. 

final year project.
data.
assignments.
previous lecture notes.
pictures
travel pictures.
love stories that i wrote myself.
everything.
almost everything.

on my way back to my block, i just can't hold my tear anymore. i called amee after that. like usual, dia akan gelakkan. aku pun gelak lahh. menjerit geram tak tentu pasal. lepas tu, i texted tika and told abt everything. ceritalah cuak nak jumpa supervisor esok suddenly my laptop blacked out. kau nak tunjuk apa kat supervisor seh? kalau jenis yang memahami, bolehlah tapi kalau tak? tika cakap dia nak tolong ceritakan masalah aku kat sv but i have to be brave to tell him everything. i have to be responsible for what i did. 

i never thought that the epic nightmare happened to me. should i be proud that i'm the chosen one? ugh.

p/s : acap, amee and tika. thank you so much. do you guys knew that you just save my life? hahaha. i love you. muah.