stop doesn't mean forgetting

hey. you.
thank you for saying hello back to me at the first approach after lost contact for two years. thank you for accepted my spontaneous invitation for lunch which was my first dare. you never know how i took the constraint to ask you out. because this girl never ask some guy out for lunch. because this girl has too much prides to take care of. damn, this girl had so much ego.

you never know this girl cringed when she got every single message from you. you made her happy. you made her as the happiest person in this world just for a text message. yea, i know. this girl was crazy. but that's love. everything went crazy and upside down. until something changed.

you never know how much this girl crazy about you. she never wanted to like you by then but you kept came into her mind since then. bcs she knew shits happened anytime. you never know how often you came to her dream and made her thought she missed you but she knew everything was insane. she wanted to get out from what she thought abt you. she never wanted to fall in the same hole again. Heartbroken was just enough for her.

this girl never blames you. She blamed herself to not let you know.

she put her heart for everything. and then hurt again.

She want to put a full stop here.

She want to stop everything. stop from liking a good guy like you. 

Stops doesnt mean forgetting.

She wont forget you but she will be not the same girl that have a huge crush on you.

I am not hyuga hinata who was strong to get back up.

so,

au revoir, two-years-crush