me having crush on him like almost more than two years are suffocating. feeling through semester break. getting thrilled all of the time whenever his name popped out on my phone screen . have you feel it? you were happy with a super unrealistic reason in the world. ugh.
but people changed over time. i do realise and i did. he did. my fault. i told him the truth but i took it back. i hold what i feel. why?
we started as a friend. a true friend. i can't lose a friend from him. i just can't.